~Life is life,theres only so much you can do and then the rest just has to come to you.....

~theres always those little things in life that you dont need to know about the person you once knew....

FLOWERS ARE SO PRETTY!!!!!! I LOVE THEM!

There's so many questions i have for you. There are so many things that i want to say and you just listen to me. There are so many things that i wish i could say to your face but i can't because i dont have the guts to face you. when i see the clock and it says 11:11 i still wish that you will be here with me.

Your going to go out in the world and find that special someone that someone that fits everything that you need and want in a man. i found that guy, i had him in my arms and i was in his just the other night, but tonight and the nights to come arent ever going to be like that again. everynight i sat up and waited for that phone call and every day around 6 i waited for that phone call, ya crazy eh? but it always happen. no matter what time at night it always happen. there's only so much a girl can say to someone like him and pray to god that he understands where you are coming from. i pray to god that he reads that letter and understands what he did wrong. i hope that someday i call him when im drunk off my ass and be like can you come and pick me up? i hope that one day my car gets stuck in a ditch so i can call him and him and his stupid ford truck can come and get my car unstuck!

Its going to be hard to get him off my mind even when he lives a block away from my best friend.... but i just hope he knows that he was the one that swept me off my feet he was the one i have been waiting for.

im leaving you with a smile..... (or atleast trying too...)

Ok well hello again!!!! IM 16!!!

Everything is pretty good! I love school now im doing alot better and just things are great!

    So i met this guy (no names)! Hes a really nice, fun, great guy! he makes me smile a whole bunch and thats what i have been looking for in a guy for a long time, just when ever i hear his name or i see his picture it just makes me smile! So ya i just wanted to let you all know that if you find someone that makes you smile all the time and is always there even if it is at like 1 am.... something is up and you should hang on to it!!!

ok so there is my "advice" if you can even call it advice!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

~lots of love Jen!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

Hope to see you soon!!!

~Jen

Xanga..... ahhh too boring for me so im going to leave ya with some things....

~someone once asked me why i would want to marry a cowboy like you and i told them so i can kiss him anytime i want..... (favorite quote from Sweet Home Alamaba)

~Butterfly Kisses my favorite song EVER and its going to be played at my wedding!

Ok so ya i love ya all and cant wait until christmas!!!

~lots of love Jen!